I thought I'll not....
I thought I can..
I thought I'll be...
I thought and thought and thought only....
but..
I couldn't...
I couldn't forget the shimmering shadow of lights seen together...
I couldn't forget the 'phuchka' after whole day shiv-ratri fast...
I couldn't forget the 'wish' to die and not to live with me...
I couldn't forget and truly can't....
I can't forget him...

PS-I love him