Valentine...oh! no

Yeah! That was my reaction a year and half back when I was asked for "Will you be my Valentine for rest of the life? " in a very filmy way much to my surprise.
Im very unpredictable at most of the time. I seek attention but when I get it,I loose the interest. That time, I prefer to run away even. I run away from love that is showered on me but cherish those given to others. I love the confrontation of lovers, the moment they meet and eternity strikes, my eyes twinkle and I get goose-bumps even seeing a romantic movie or reading a novel of similar genre.
Weird it sounds! Isnt it??
Probably,that is the cause of me getting into anyone's troubled relation and countless trials to bring them together.I might not succeed always but I get happiness.

I love to possess. That is a very pessimistic thought I got while buying a pair of arrow jackets for myself last weekend. Im impulsive when it comes to buying at times, I try to get things that people dont prefer to buy(I love to wear in dull shades) or is a single piece available,sometimes I hate shopping in malls where multiple copy of the same dress of different sizes are available.
Hell many keedas I have.
 I dont like something expensive but something that is one of a kind and yet to be mine.
Some of my friends think Im lucky to have such a guy in my life. Im lucky may be if not he is not unlucky being with me,I fear he might be a part of my same thought process (to possess)!
I hope all my thoughts about myself  be wrong and my feelings for him are real and true. That might the best gift I can give him this V-day.