Monday, May 4, 2009

sigh...!!

tears rolled down my cheeks.........


it was a tremendously heated afternoon....i was coming back from my school in "my" car....everything was fyn except the heat outside n abhi"s words which kept on knocking my eardrum..."na re....amra bus e chole jabo............................................................."


it may be 7 words containing only 21 letters........ but for me it was not dat much easy to digest well....


still i tried to give myself false explanation to console myself being overflowed by emmotions......but what i saw at sukanto setu....i cudnt control my feelings...


from the cars window i saw a bus passing by.... a girl was standing just beside the gate....i felt so sorry for that girl...."if" i could do anything for her....it seemed shez coming from her school like me unlike me well seated in an "airconditioned"car while she was standing in a "bus of 20th century".she didnt even got a seat to sit n rest her legs........the bus stopped in the traffic just beside my car....i opened the window to see the girl properly......she waz from our school n from higher secondary section only but her bag made me more curious bout her....i put my head outta window n saw it was none but abhishikta whom i luv a lot...........

it may be the greatest shock i evr hd recieved in my life...

i put my head inside n burst into tears.....my driver also looked back seeing me crying so loudly...


i told everything to ma.....she luvs abhi may be more than me.....but for the first tym she said..."abhishikta eta kore bhalo koreni....." i couldnt eat neithr cud sleep properly..............


i can understand bout satabdi but abhi...u too did the same........................!!shame on my 15 yrs...!!



one question kept on banging my ears..........


"IS THERE ANYTHING LESS IN MY FRIENDSHIP??"