Except my room at 8th floor(nightmare comes of lift nt working) n my broken cistern(some ghost is in it may be) n my new day warden as well as our "hitler"-night warden(always planning to put another girl in our room) n the so called highly "hygienic n nutritious" food(sambhar-rice or mainly if something different that too a dal only)n morning hurry(college from 8:30 now) n struggle for existence(word applied by 'me' for gettin a seat in college bus).....n nt so bt many more............hostel is fine...
but....
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college rocks...though its semi school only(gates open at 12:30 n 3:30 only) n according to abhijit(a bong chana),its 'pressure cooker' bt still i love it...our faculty do rock..specially sam balu sir(gen hod) n our father-divya mam(gen dept)
neverless vani mam(biotech dept) rocks too...
all our staffs specially funny girish(biochem lab assistant) do make me laugh with his funny hindi "bora bora bag" at saddest of my moment...:)
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n my friends specially sheryl(i'm her ili mari-fat rat),srivats, kunal,analjyoti,mohan n many more...i love them:)

love n proud to be an OXFORDITE...""vidya sarvatra shobhote""
wherever we will go,we will spread our own sunshine...:)

a new beginning or truly an end....??

"Every new beginning,
comes from some beginnings end.

Every time you kill me,
I am born again.

Every time you close that door,
Another door is opened.

And every time you say goodbye,
a different word is spoken.

Every time you look at me
my back is facing you,

And every time you ask to see me
I'll have something else to do.

Every time I join your game,
You're not playing fair,

And every time I really love you,
I pretend that I don't care. "
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i love you dear for dedicating me this poem n making me remember......
i left 'him' lone...:(

Two n half month had past,i'm in bangalore.....long away from my friends,family,love...city...long away from my ownself...
for what???
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may b career or else to show off myself as "mature"...
whatevr...
"I'm" dead...!!