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m feeling gloomy,, tired,,frustrated.....
last week ma told me " amar mone hoy tor counciling er dorkar........................................."
today baba said "tui kemon palte gechish mamoni...ager moton nei............................."
n now i feel they are right....
my part of drama is over...m doing a new act....!!!

life...??

Sometimes we some how struggle through the tasteless coffee till the last sip,only to discover sugar lying at the bottom.........thats LIFE!!...sweetened but just not well stirred...

what if..??

I am the only child of my family,so from da beginning i was been pampered a lot so whenever my grandparents used to tell me of bringing up a brother or sister of mine,i used to get pissed off n say"ami pukure fele debo" or"ami bari chere chole jabo"......

it was when i was hardly three or four yrs old...

this may be called jealousy but it was rather a feeling of insecurity.I felt insecure that my folks would luv the newborn more than me n my part of luv would lessen.when my folks decided to brought up a child from bhuj(after the severe earthquake in gujrat),i warned them that i'll kill dat kid.Even i told my uncle(babu) not to marry since aftr he had his child,his love for me would be reduced,which i could hardly think off then...this type of self-centeredness should have been stopped before it branched up to a tree....but neither my parents nor my grandparents took any initiative and for which i'm suffering nw...


I'm suffering from lonliness.I am suffering every moment n repent of my childly foolishness.I longed to have a brother or sister of mine...now i just want nothing but a brother or sister who will care for me,who will b dere vth me in my solitude......

In The Depth of Solitude

I exist in depth of solitude

pondering my true goal

trying to find peace of mind

and still preserve my soul.

beautiful quote...

Excellent words by Dr. A.P.J. Abdul Kalam....


"dream is not what you see in sleep

dream is the thing that does not let you sleep".

Dreams are our paints;the world is our canvas.Believing is the brush that converts our dreams into masterpiece of reality.

!!SO PEOPLE DO DREAM AND KEEP UR DREAMS ALIVE!!

inspiration...

its for the one who is my inspiration of creating this blog...

abhishikta...this is for u.....