it was a tremendously heated afternoon....i was coming back from my school in "my" car....everything was fyn except the heat outside n abhi"s words which kept on knocking my eardrum..."na re....amra bus e chole jabo............................................................."
it may be 7 words containing only 21 letters........ but for me it was not dat much easy to digest well....
still i tried to give myself false explanation to console myself being overflowed by emmotions......but what i saw at sukanto setu....i cudnt control my feelings...
from the cars window i saw a bus passing by.... a girl was standing just beside the gate....i felt so sorry for that girl...."if" i could do anything for her....it seemed shez coming from her school like me unlike me well seated in an "airconditioned"car while she was standing in a "bus of 20th century".she didnt even got a seat to sit n rest her legs........the bus stopped in the traffic just beside my car....i opened the window to see the girl properly......she waz from our school n from higher secondary section only but her bag made me more curious bout her....i put my head outta window n saw it was none but abhishikta whom i luv a lot...........
it may be the greatest shock i evr hd recieved in my life...
i put my head inside n burst into tears.....my driver also looked back seeing me crying so loudly...
i told everything to ma.....she luvs abhi may be more than me.....but for the first tym she said..."abhishikta eta kore bhalo koreni....." i couldnt eat neithr cud sleep properly..............
i can understand bout satabdi but abhi...u too did the same........................!!shame on my 15 yrs...!!
one question kept on banging my ears..........
"IS THERE ANYTHING LESS IN MY FRIENDSHIP??"
sukanta setu???? 212 nvr follows dat route boka...... but... phew prerna..... this post z d 2nd shock dat u gave me..... ( 1st 1 def was class vii er letter ta )
ReplyDeleteurri bas..... atto barabari...............
thrz nthng wrong wid u or ur frndshp or nythng.... nothing z wrong wid ny1.... n nthng z wrong wid public bus..... prerna..... grow up... its high tym we realise n accept who we r....
stop posting al these soul numbing thngs.... yes .... nomatter how much i seem rude 2 d world ryt now..... thrz nthng wrong wid me or u or 'public bus' (as i said b4)....
breathe air... n stop sulking n stop giving shocks 2 uttam mama :P
its wht i felt..........it may b a soul numbing one... but its true dat i gt hurt,...n m nt lyk evryone,for u an emmotional fool,a kiddo with tear box filled with H2O...but cant help...its wht i am...
ReplyDeletei luv u peopl a lot(may be ul neva eva realise)...
thanx for realising me of my age...!!
uuuuuuuughhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
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