I just want to be married??....she said

i was surprised as it was 'she' but not 'any other girl'...!!

Atlast....I realised...

It was a small seminar and I was speaking at the dias...after some moments of my speech i felt his presence....standin near the door as no place was vacant for him.
From the corner of my specs I could make out he was wearing something in white,may be it was checked one...
I felt awkward...didn't know why!...the look was very different.
I was having lunch with my mom at a small eatery...heard a faint sound of dropping spoon in midst of all those hustle and bustle of people around...saw a fairly average looking 'punjabi' guy smiling at me.I thought not to smile back but somehow couldn't hold back and smiled at him.

I was at gym when my trainer left me lone and went for tea.I saw a reflection on the mirror of a guy showing me something.I couldn't make out what he was telling so turned back.He was not behind me...with the little bit of knowledge of physics I realised it was a multiple reflection and finally could search him.He showed me how to work for 'biceps'...but question remained why he was always standing outside the gym whenever I'm coming and why he stared and never felt to look elsewhere whenever he is seeing me.....??
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is that just because I'm a girl?????

I need...

12 hours of good sleep without any beeps(my new alarm clock problem) and my roommates horrible ghost screaming alarm tone
A day without my mom's tensed tone about my lessening of unnessary accumulated fats(thanx to great 'south indian' diet)
A day without me day dreaming and staying awake late at night doing nothing.
A day without any stress(no more neurosuppressor please!)
A day which Ill love to remember and hate to spend.

MAHALAYA....:)))

May be I was looking like a mother of four children but was happy to wear saree in our 'ethnic day'.I really felt nice to show off my culture and talk about it infront of all.Proud to be a bangali.
P.S. thank you mom for making me look like an bengali with our famous 'atpoure' style of wearing saree.

chuck and move on!!

a day of utter disgust....!!

Every morning starts with all those daily chores of running to and fro of me n my room-mate to get ready as fast as possible(breakfast:-7:30am-8am;bus:-8am).And again new rule...sorry "official ragging" of wearing 'formal' made me almost ransack my whole wardrobe to get a single well-ironed 'churidar' or 'kurti' to wear to college,and then I remembered its saturday and I have to wear our college dress(p.s-i look like a worn out saleswoman) for I have to conduct the 'assembly'which is from 9am.
Thanx to nitish...for him atleast I got the habit to go by first bus at 8am but bangalore traffic...man!it half kills you!!
It took me 40 minutes to reach college and I was late for the assembly!
*That bitch Prity got the chance to speak and I felt like a looser.
Anyhow then only I got a txt from pogo(my cutie-pie harshith)"hey dumbo...I'm comin to college today,will hang out and I don't want any excuse"...and i cheered up!!
It was my biotech class going on and i became restless as pogo wasn't answering any of my txt and I was getting anxious more and more about his time of arrival...may be he had forgotten that saturday is our half-day!!
I made an excuse and went to washroom to call him up.After many trials,he picked up and told that he had to take his mom to his grand-ma's place and all so he would be coming but wouldn't be able to stay long or better our hanging out plan was cancelled.
**I almost sat on the floor if not the house-keeping staffs had started screaming at me(thank god I couldn't understand what they were telling and ran to class)...class was over and I didnt got the attendance.
***I almost felt like crying.I got Nitish's text sometime in the middle of my last class"oey tu kidher hai??harshith aya kya?teri kya plan hai uske saath jaigi ya humare saath movie dekhne jaigi??"
I replied"nothing with pogo.can go with u people"
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Anyhow I made Nitish and Harshith to meet and Harshith made me smile again with his funny attitude though I was still very angry(but it was less because of nitish's movie plan...something is better than nothing anyhow)
In bus I didnt got a seat but still pleased....
When our bus reached BTM...I got a txt from nitish who was sitting right infront of me"yaar main devdas baan gaya.That gul is committed too"...
I coaxed him a lot,tried to make him alright but he was almost crying.
Moral:our movie plan was cancelled and he switched off his cell
And I was utterly disgusted...
then...story is short but not at all meaningfull
I,being angry,wasted 250 bucks in auto ride covering almost all the places I knew thrice,nick kept his cell switched off and if on then also he didnt attended my calls(I called aroung 68times and txted aroung 40's),pogo was busy with his mom...
Evening passed in french loaf with nitish(bunked gym)...tried hard to make him feel better but it worsened and he started weeping along with the sky blasting loudly,called up pogo to come up,he told he would be coming but slept off(I hate him)...It was becoming hard for me to control a guy crying,anyhow we left soon.He gave me lift in his car though my hostel was in walking distance(I couldn't say no seeing his condition).
I asked him to call up at night but he txted but I was totally drained out so slept off as soon as sit in my bed.
Late night I got up and checked his txts...he drank 2 bottles and puked as well...reason was silly but still he is my friend and I felt sorry because I couldn't help him...
When i was making up to call it 'a day of utter disgust"...I got a txt from pogo.."wait dumbo!!...I am coming in 10 minutes to that cafe,wait for me..."
It was 3am!
I replied "thanx for coming and handling the situation so well..now must be tired,sleep off"
And may be after many days i laughed so much...may be the ghosts went alive...lol!!
P.S-a day of utter disgust:P