few more days...

Few days left to leave my city and today suddenly i felt the urge to meet,to chat,to see all of you....
It wasnt that i was busy,It wasnt that i never thought but its today only
yesterday I took my cousin sister to her new school....which was more or less 1 year of me being out of school....
It seems so different to enter and feel once over again the same old excitements,the rush,the tensions and those pretty faces in their school uniform...
days never come back but memories do....

I thought I'll not....
I thought I can..
I thought I'll be...
I thought and thought and thought only....
but..
I couldn't...
I couldn't forget the shimmering shadow of lights seen together...
I couldn't forget the 'phuchka' after whole day shiv-ratri fast...
I couldn't forget the 'wish' to die and not to live with me...
I couldn't forget and truly can't....
I can't forget him...

PS-I love him

I have lost the gold wrapped box full of love and kisses forever....

today is not the day....

"Prerana he doesn't care for you,right??If he isn't thinking of you,why can't you move on??"
*MOVE ON*...is it really too easy to perform?
Can human mind really delete a portion from its life?
Or just your course(BCA) makes you compare human with computer where your life starts from 'delete' and end in 'recycle bin'?
sigh..............!!

He lost me so I found myself....

wannabe...???