"Prerana he doesn't care for you,right??If he isn't thinking of you,why can't you move on??"
*MOVE ON*...is it really too easy to perform?
Can human mind really delete a portion from its life?
Or just your course(BCA) makes you compare human with computer where your life starts from 'delete' and end in 'recycle bin'?
sigh..............!!

He lost me so I found myself....

wannabe...???

We always find something or other to engage our life...does it really help in forgetting our sorrows??or its just the temporary butter for the permanent burnt??
Thanx to lee.....I atlast got the way to smile by myself and to feel nice and occupied with someone other than him and also got used to use an adult toothbrush...:):):)
love ya lee..

Where is the real me???

Am I the little girl who used to hold her ma's neck and used to say "ma go ma jogojani ma"?
Am I the girl who used to eat "chachimuchi" from her baba's plate??
Am I my dadu's "ditiyo-pokkho" whom he used to give divorce or "talak talak talak" every now and then and the little I used to cry like hell till her dadu took her in so called "chang-dola" style ?
Am I my dida's "dida" who snatches "pan" from her mouth and steal "chawan bahar"??
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Or am I the 18 yrs old girl who is deeply in love with someone who is everything for her?
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What is the real me???

Naina lageeyan baarishan
Te sukke sukke sapne vi pijj gaye
Naina lageeyan baarishan
Rove palkan de kone vich neendh meri
Naina laggeyan baarishan
Hanju digde ne chot lage dil te
Naina laggeyan baarishan
Rut birha de badlan di chaa gayi

Kaali kaali khaali raaton se
Hone lagi hai dosti
Khoya khoya inn raahon mein
Ab mera kuch bhi nahi
Har pal har lamha
Main kaise sehta hoon
Har pal har lamha
Main khudh se yeh kehta rehta hoon
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Phir kyun teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya oh
Mujhe rula diya

Teri yaadon mein likhe jo lafz dete hai sunayi
Beetay lamhe poochte hai kyun hue aise judaa
Khuda, khuda mila jo yeh faasla hai
Khuda tera hi yeh faisla hai
Khuda hona tha woh ho gaya
Jo tune tha likha

Kaali kaali khaali raaton se
Hone lagi hai dosti
Khoya khoya inn raahon mein
Ab mera kuch bhi nahi
Har pal har lamha
Main kaise sehta hoon
Har pal har lamha
Main khudh se yeh kehta rehta hoon
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Phir kyun teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya oh
Mujhe rula diya

Naina lageeyan baarishan
Te sukke sukke sapne vi pijj gaye
Naina lageeyan baarishan
Rut birha de badlan di cha gayi

Do pal tujhse juda tha
Aise phir rasta muda tha
Tujhse mein khone laga
Juda jaise hone laga
Mujhse kuch mera

Tu hi meri liye ab kar dua
Tu hi iss dard se kar de juda
Tera hoke tera jo main na raha
Main yeh khud se kehta hoon

Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Phir kyun teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya oh
Mujhe rula diya


Tu nahin toh, inn labon pe ik shikaayat reh gayi hai
Door hi jab karna tha toh paas kyun laaya batah
Khuda kabhi tujhe bhi toh pyaar hoga
Khuda judaa tera yaar hoga
Khuda jaanega tu faaslon ka hai yeh dard kya
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i just simply love this song don't know why.....sigh!!

failed to understand..."what is love??